surrounded

In my very first blog I talked about horrible feelings and emotions I had once Dylan was born. At times I wasn't sure how I'd get through the situation. I felt defeated before starting the day. And had no desire or drive. But instead of giving up and listening to the lies, I prayed through it and continued to tell myself 'It's only a season'.

Well I can cheerfully tell you that season has come to pass. It didn't seem great while 'in the thick of it', but it was only a season. I'm here to report that not only am I still sane, but our home (and everything in it) is still in one piece, including the kids (which I'm most proud of).

The Lord has surrounded me with three awesome guys. I love it. My family is more then what I could have asked for. I love my boys and thank God for every one of them. I'm so blessed. I'm really enjoying things now. I enjoy breakfast and coffee every morning with my husband. I enjoy the middle of the day when I get to hang out with Tyler and Dylan teaching them new things. And our evenings are spent together as a family. I'm truly happy. I love seeing my boys learn and grow. It fascinates me and Daddy! So happy to have all that I've been given!